First day off

So here I am, in the countdown to our move. Today is my first day "off" in quite a long time. Still enough time before the move that there is nothing absolutely pressing that needs to be done today, kidlet is at school, and here I sit, no real idea of what I am going to do with myself! Oh, there are so many things to be done, but where do I start? A nap sounds sooooo good; such a guilty pleasure. Do I give in now or wait until something is actually accomplished? I did manage to get the trash out on time this morning...can that count as my accomplishment?

I am grateful that I am not feeling as sick this morning, seems like my poor body hasn't been able to catch a break since the kidney stone incident. I'm not sleeping that well, very vivid and strange dreams...only 29 more weeks of that! I can sense that my time of stomach sleeping is coming to an end soon...so sad. In some of my dreams I am even dreaming about sleeping on my stomach, guess I'm more worried about that than I thought! Still not ready for all the changes that are happening to me/within me right now. You know, I think with the move I got so used to hanging out in denial that I just apply that to all aspects of my life now. Denial is a comfortable place to be.

Back to my query....what should I do with myself today? I need to clean (boring), laundry (boring), but I really want to pull out my cross stitch and start working on my project again. Hmmmm...responsible parent today or slacker? Sigh, responsible parent first, slacker second. Sometimes making adult decisions sucks.