Need to occupy my mind

So, here's the deal.....the position for Dave doesn't exactly exist yet. A new team is being built and suggestions for how it's going to be structured are being presented. Once that gets the okay, names are put forward and offers are made. This could take weeks! Oye!!!!

I had a mini breakdown last night about the whole situation. It's scary not knowing what's going on. Are we moving? Are we not? I still can't talk to most people as I am friends with wives of Dave's coworkers and it can't get back to the office. Sigh....this is a huge test! On a positive note, Dave and I had a really good talk about it last night and we were able to talk through several different scenarios and I am feeling much more secure in things. Now to keep myself busy......

Yesterday the kiddo and I met with our play group at Pump it Up, an indoor bouncy house play area. Yeah, big workout and my knees are hurting today! Heck, they hurt yesterday! I'm getting old....had lots of fun though and it was nice to have all the kiddos together again. They had a great time. I knew I needed to keep myself busy today so I planned on a nice, long walk for us all. Thought about backing out, using my knees as an excuse, but come on, I can't pull the wool over my own eyes! It was a lovely walk, a beautiful day and I am so glad we went. Popped in my ear buds and away we went with beautiful scenery and some wonderful, uplifting music in my ears. Always a good morning when I am getting exercise, enjoying time with my favorite munchkin and having some worship time. We all came home refreshed, in good spirits and quite happy. I am jealous as the kiddo and the dog are passed out and I get to mop the floor...

So, to occupy my mind, what to do, what to do. I have been reading a book about organizing your home to make more time for things you like to do. Lots of good ideas in there, getting me in the mood to purge things! I think that's a good start to getting my mind on something else. Now if I could only find the time. I figure I am going to continue on with life as if we were going to stay here, finish up projects, organizing, decorating, etc, and if we go, I'll take most things with us to set up house there. Heck, it's heaps cheaper to buy things here, might as well take advantage of it!

So for now I need to figure out how to make mopping a mind occupying activity. Over thinking gets me in to too much trouble.